GUYS OMG GUYS. I always said I didn't want a kid... but here I am now, with baby Kim Jaejoongie. ;______________________________________;

d;lgjs;dlfkhgnsd;gsldgsgkldfjhgls DIES BECAUSE OF THE CUTE.

I-I don't even know how this works really. I just feed him a lot, I think, then when he gains a level he can get a gift? HAHAH HIS FIRST GIFT I CHOSE A HEART. I never knew it was a heart OVER HIS CROTCH, goodness! ♥ T_T IDK BUT HE GROOOWWSS! My baby grooowsss. ♥ HAHA NOW IT'S A YELLOW BOW ON HIS CROTCH I cannot get over this what is this what what.

Seriously. ROFLMAO.

And his pet is an elephant! 8D Okay so I just ttly copied Phoebe's baby. But I can't help it if we both like Jaejoong and like elephants because it is Jaejoong and Yunjae related. ;_;

ETA: This post will now be my very messy first post. xD This is ridiculous, but yes I am keeping him here anyway. :3

My stomach is going crazy and I fucking hate it. :| If this continues up to tomorrow I'll be missing CWTS AGAIN and that CAN'T BE. D: Although I don't want to attend the stupid thing, I CAN'T NOT. D: D: D:

Sandara can carry a tune (although she does go off and her voice isn't so strong), she's just not born to be a singer. But this was before she was trained... (and she already sounds better than Sohee. :x I'm so sorry if Sohee has become this standard of measurement, but really ;_;) so I'm absolutely looking forward to hearing how this has changed. I know she won't be a DIVA, but I'm hoping that it WILL be better than this. I mean, I think her dancing improved by leaps and bounds. -_- And I'm hoping her trained voice would be decent to listen to, wouldn't it?

But I feel like she can only be mediocre at best when it comes to dancing and singing. But she CAN be the face of her group and be used to branch into other markets and aspects of entertainment because she acts. Park Bom need's her sister in the group. xD (They're the YG Girls)

She is REALLY, REALLY hot and she is my new girl crush. :| dfjlghdfhglkd my brain wants to explode. :/ Soyoung looks the least attractive, but I think she isn't UGLY. :( A different style would do her wonders. lsdfl;jh SO FUN. I love them. D:

Last post of the day/morning. Going to sleep now.

( Heechul strikes again. Who is the lucky guy? (Again, boyxboy post. Heed my warning~) )

I don’t discriminate. :''''''D
GAHEE IS HOT.
THIS IS HOT.
JAEJOONG IS HOT.
I’m easy to please.

Yes, Taeyeon's defense mechanism of being sarcastic was harsh and probably unprofessional, but it did have some truth in it. But of course it's her mistake since she's a public figure who is supposed to be polite. SO she was wrong when it comes to that, I do not deny that.

BUT STOP ASSUMING THAT THE NURSE COULD NOT HAVE HAD ANY FAULT IN THIS AT ALL WTF sdkfjhksdfgjhsdlfjgsdfnb,chbksdfhg;iot

A misunderstanding is always made by TWO PEOPLE. If one of the two had been kind, patient, willing enough to fully explain, and the two are sane individuals, IT WOULD NOT EASILY TURN INTO A MISUNDERSTANDING. s;gjlhk DDD:

I'm not excusing Taeyeon for her actions, but damnit don't lump it all on her dgjkhkldghjlgkdfjfhlj!




Okay in contrast to this... I just saw After School's debut perf... and DAYUM WTF GAHEE IS SO HOT.

Can I assume that THAT is what Yoochun got a taste of? (Would a mature girl hook up with a younger boy who is totally inexperienced? IDK I think Chun already knew about the birds and the bees during his debut period. :| Thoughts?) MY GOD how fucking lucky. :| NO REALLY. REALLY, REALLY. IDK if I should be jealous of Gahee being with Chun or Chun being with Gahee. sdf;hsklhslfkgjlsfdhgjkdh!!!! D:


....someone should make a fic of Gahee and Chun meeting up again and having sex. :| I MEAN WHAT BUT YOU KNOW IT'S GONNA BE HOT. D:
I have this image of Chun being the most sensual and sexual of the five and idk. T_T Uhm... yeah. Ugh, she was just so hot. :(

ETA: OMG SBS Gayo Daejun can be like, the setting. :O (You can see that I really want to read this fic huh. :|) After School and TVXQ had both been there... though the boys were in a rush but stilllll. T_T;;

"You aren't going to be his first, last or his only. He's loved before, he will again. But if he loves you now, what else matters. He's not perfect. You aren't either. The two of you will never be perfect but if he can make you laugh at least once, he causes you to think twice, and he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He is not going to quote poetry, he is not going to be thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don't hurt him, don't change him, don't expect more than he can give. try not to over-analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there."

- Celine Bautista

So it's cheesy. SO SUE ME I LIKE CHEESY STUFF TOO. D:
IDK, if it helps anyone out there who is having problems, then this little post has served its part. :D
I have a special place in my heart for lovey-dovey things like these, but I just don't think love itself is for me.:x SOOOO! Yeah~
It's from a friend's journal post in Multiply. :'D

I don't buy every merchandise that comes out... I buy every album though. 8D;; Uhm, and some DVD's (AADBSK2 given by Frances *cries she is my love, so generous T_T, and HIJ2)...

But I feel like I don't want to stop buying recently. :| I've been saving my money to buy stuff... and today I bought Mirotic C (it had the 19+ sticker. :'''D) and the SHINE Photobook. :'D



The book is... in Korean, basically. Even the interview. So I get to read that part when Chun composed a song while imagining, 'That time when you love...'



I was reading the messages from the boys included in Ver. C. Jaejoong's handwriting looks like crap. :|

I like buying the Korean versions because... well... they're in Korean. 8D The Japanese videos (the SHINE and HIJ2 DVD) had Korean subtitles, so I didn't feel lost. I was quite happy to realize that I actually understood everything. 8D;; My Korean knowledge isn't too complex yet, their Japanese isn't that deep, either... it's perfect. Hahaha.

Yeah I know I should actually be practicing with my Japanese rather than my Korean right now but... D: wbzd.

I SAW MY OLD TVXQ VIDEOS TODAY! I don't have a lot, really... because I was still on dial-up back then as I said before, and almost every video was too big for me. :| But I saw the old CF's and SMART NG's in Malaysia. :D (I went to he place where Yunjae shot their scene! 8D 8D 8D)

I saw the SBSK RING PERFORMANCE! 8D Yeah. Was that right on the 26th? Or near the 26th? Anyway we call it the SBSK ring perf because that was the day Jeanie gave the SBSK rings to the boys for their first anniversary and... some of them wore it. I forgot who. Junsu, I think. He def wore it. Does anyone have another SBSK ring performance... the one where Jaejoong was the one to wear it in a ballad performance? It may be from one of those... music shows... not the 'Inki gayo' ones, but a show similar to Peppermint and Chocolate... was it Music Wave? idk. I forgot what they were singing already. :| I made a wallpaper of that when... BM, I think was still up and running. I think I even remember Gaia replying to that topic of mine. She was mod of the gfx section, right? :/ Hmmm.

ETA: DIES I just saw the GIA shoot (the one where Yunjae got married lmao I miss oldschool YJ), and they were tagged with 'CUTE CHARISMA DBSK'. ;___________; Nostalgiaaaaa.



Old One performance. :) This was the one where Changmin was really sick. :| Yunho's mouth was really large. 8D And Jaejoong's voice was really pretty. ;_; Oh and Yoosu were pretty amazing here too. 8))

ETA2:



T_T T_T Xiah Junsu and the others singing Vibe's 사진을 보다가 (While Looking at a Picture). I LOVE this song and I discovered it because of this clip. I kept on replaying this before because I just felt like for rookies, their blending and voices were really beautiful *tears*

I want them to sing this in a special perf somewhere. Just like how I want them to sing 사랑해도될까요? fully. T_T_T_T_T_T

OH! OH! I want Jaemin to sing THIS. it's one of my favorite songs of ALL TIME. D:

Like, if I had to choose songs that would go into 'Greatest Hits EVVVARRR'... I would pick this song first. :| I found out about this song in 2005, I think... and even if I didn't know what it meant I would cry. :|

More of the twins under the cut. :) Kim are you finished watching Charmed? xD

( PHOARRR! He is so big. )

From Hyunji@allkpop forums.

oooh i forgot to mention...
i met jaejoongs old dog. hahahaha
my friend is friends with one of jj's best friends
and he gave her his old dog
so i met his dog =D
i guess thats something?? hahaha
too bad jj was in japan when i went to korea..=[

Shyongah? IS DAT U? :|

I highly doubt this is their old family dog (I forgot her name. Bongsun?)... so yeah. :|

Hi baby. :( How are you? At least he didn't give you to just anyone right? :| Though I wonder why Chora and Shyongah were given away in the first place. Didn't Chun love Chora a lot? ._.


lsdjhgskdf OH GUYS! Thanks for all those who thought about my doggie. ♥ It's amazing, really. We thought he only had about 2 days to live or something, but he's still here. ♥
There were about 4 days when he didn't eat at all (only milk with medicine), but one night we had some SPAM and... he loved it. :'D We ate SPAM for two more nights then he started eating other food. :'D He's still REALLLLLY thin (like... he kinda wobbles when he walks. Too thin. D:) but he wags his tail and he's sweet and kinda energetic already. But it's still cold and he's wheezing a bit all over again. :|

ETA: The other day...

*dog is running around, wobbling to his left, welcoming us home*

Me: BABY DON'T RUN YOU'LL FALL OVER! Stop it, calm down now please~
Casey: ...he doesn't understand you. Don't call out to him like that.
Me: :| NO. He does.

xD;;

ETA2:



I love seeing baby pics of Jaejoong, Junsu (+Junho), and Yoochun (not really baby, but early school years xD) the most. ♥

http://www.dnbn.org/?id=&no=&office=

DNBN's welcome page looks so nice. D:
That's really pretty. And there's Jaejoo too. 8D;;

EDIT

Oh wait they remodeled... the whole site is nice. :'D

Kim have you gone to soompi lately and seen these pictures/read this news?

WHATEVER still keeping these here for you. :D

( JUNTWINS (well... a bit of Junsu--wait actually not much Junsu at all, but Junho) behind the cut! )

But of course I'm procrastinating. :|

Anyway, was a bit disappointed that for the Gayo Daejun Dance Battle, Seungri's choreography wasn't his own, but one he learned from Shaun Evaristo. :| I thought... he made it. Maybe it was just me but I didn't expect that the dancers participating in that would dance something not of their own. :/ I wonder if the others did the same?

It doesn't change the fact that the choreography had been ace, and beautiful. Just... yeah. :| Dance battle with own choreography next time please? Especially because Seungri choreographs some BB dances and, I expected something from him.


Okay I need to start with my homework. D:


I have no time to write. D: WHY. UNIVERSITY DO NOT BE SHITTY I've only been back for four days and three I've spent in the library WTF?!

I just visited STAND a bit earlier to see how their forum works (I saw it in someone's siggy)... and I was really surprised. These people know more about SNSD than I do. O_O I thought they were just... there like, when an ugly picture of SNSD comes out (there always will be unappealing shots) they'll post and make fun of it... when SNSD makes a mistake, they're there...

but I never realized that it was all SRS BZNS. Like, they run just like any other fansite... well updated and complete. Though all they have are insults and such instead of praises. O_O I don't even know where they get all their energy to do these things. xD Instead of getting mad... it amused me to no end. Especially marmar, who tries so hard to try being a 'reasonable' fan of CSJH. Uh, once you're an anti of ANY group, you can never be reasonable for me anymore. Unless every person in SNSD stabbed a family member of yours, I don't see a reason to hate on the whole group. ;'D

But really, their dedication is A+. Would love to see them put it to more productive means. :(





sdfjklhskl DEFINITELY BETTER THAN YESTERDAY'S I LOVE ITTT!

I'm back. 8D In this post of mine more than a month ago, I uploaded MQ/HQ-ish fancams for my flist and the community. But, not all could download it because zshare was being a pain in the ass. D: I had problems with my connection the past few weeks and only recently could get them all uploaded on mediafire. It's split into parts (each at most 50 MB) because not everyone could download large files either. If you missed this upload of mine, and zshare is okay with you, as well as downloading large files, then you may want to go to that post instead. :) But honestly mediafire is better. >D I'm switching. Aha.



Note: Links under are for the AVI/MPG version of the fancams
01 02 03 04 05


Note: Links under are for the MP4 version of the fancams
01 02 03

If you notice anything wrong, broken links/incorrect files/etc. please do not hesitate to tell me! :D I am not putting it past me to make a blunder somewhere. ♥ Enjoy!

PLEASE DO NOT SHARE THE LINKS.

The Chinese version... sounds okay. I can tell their pronunciation is still a bit wonky, but surprisingly it doesn't sound too horrible. It sounds a bit like the Japanese version, actually.
The RAP part is too funny. I adore it. And I am cool with the fact that it actually seems sexy. xD

There are Korean fans who like how the Chinese version has a stronger feel to it.



I wish there were more songs in the GEE mini album. :(((( I WANT MOOOOREEE. D: I love all songs. :| I enjoy listening to them. :DD

No song makes me cry like Dear Mom does. D: I keep on listening, expecting that it wouldn't affect me as hard anymore as it did previously... since duh I've listened to it more than 10 times. But still no luck. D: I'm going to skip the song first (as much as I love it) because I need to stop crying every time it's played. -_-

DESTINY has 'slave' and '너는 내게 아주 깊이 빠져들거야'... reminds me of MIROTIC. AMIGO has '노예 모드' too. SM has a thing for 'slaves' these days.



Is it still their vacation? It is right? Yunho watched a basketball game. :) The sunglasses are large. O_O

More pictures @DNBN

I never knew that the WiFi here in school is 4-5 10 times faster than my connection at home! It can go up to 300 kbps 1+ MB when downloading... I was surprised. xD
Okay so I'm not going to be easily swayed to go home now. :'D
I got my term permit and so I'm all set. I just want a new backpack because my laptop's heavy. :| Or a messenger bag instead.

But I keep on having problems... after a few hours it just... stops sending and receiving data even if the signal is strong. D: Hopefully a reboot can cure it. :)

I HAD JAPALA2 TODAY. ;_; It was all good. I can't multiply anymore. AHAHA! It was harder to figure out the answer to the operations than to say the answer in Japanese. -_- But I guess that was because of the pressure.

I found my people. 8D AH WHAT! I mean...
I think I have a few classmates who like TVXQ there. We were answering our profile, and one was to list our hobbies... and I heard this guy (he's adorably gay) say, "Dongbangshinki. :3"
I was surprised. 8D We must bond in the near future.

ETA2: OH OH! This guy classmate of mine did the 'One More Time' (Jewelry) ET dance outside our classroom before they left. 8D AHAHA AWESOME. He is so adorable. xD (Because he's large and ghei and just seems really fun. :D)


UGH NSTP CWTS C2 on Saturday morning. -_- UGH. D:


ETA: HAHA! I can now upload the Yunjae fancams (some ppl couldn't dl it. :(). But I wish it would ul faster 'cause the lib is closing soon. D:

ETA3: Moved to... wait where is this? Oh Central Plaza, I think. Leaving in 30 minutes...

Y'all noticed some writers who seem new and totally capable of writing yeah? Yeah. I did too. Makes me smile. Yay Yunjae.

ETA875876587:



As far as lyrics go, this has got to be my favorite song from GEE. T_T ROFL a few tears squeezed out of my eyes while watching the subbed version (even if I could understand without the subs, I really like how this was translated).

First day yesterday. Meh. Will work hard!



MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE! >D

I laugh at myself re Jessica now. I can't stop myself from LOOKING at her. :| She's not my favorite singer, hers is not my favorite personality (though it's funny at times), not my favorite dancer, BUT SHE IS TOO GORGEOUS TO PASS UP. D:

Yuri is too hot. :| sdlkfhgskdjfghlsdf STOP IT I USED TO DISLIKE YOU IN THAT TVXQ MV YOU KNOW?! WHAT HAPPENED YOU'RE SO HOT!

Maknae will always be my number 1. ;_; I had this fantasy before where I wanted her with Changmin LMAO! IDK. sdlkghldfkjhglsdfjkhlksdfjhgldgj ♥ ILU MAKNAE!

:D :D :D :D :D

Dear Mom makes me cry. T_T Especially when Tiffany sings. T_T sldkjfhlsgkjfdhglsdfg I'm listening to it now and I'm crying. T_T The lyrics are really simple yet so TRUE it's al;ksjfghlsdfk MOOOOM. T_T;;

HAPTIC MOTION/WAY TO GO! I love that song so SO much. ;_;

Destiny was SO surprisingly different. O_O But after getting over the shock, it had its charms. :)

Let's Talk about Love is forgettable at first, but I think it has a really nice melody. :)

AND WELL, Gee... is still stuck on my head. AHA my sister and I watched the MV together... and she told me to stop singing the song because she'd get it stuck in her head. After an hour... she was humming the song to herself LOL!


I HAVE TO STOP MYSELF FROM WATCHING THE MV. D: I don't think it's amazing... but I can't stop watching it. 2:01-2:20 iS MY FAVORITE! Hyo and Seohyun's 'molla molla' and Taengoo's 'mot mallyeo' are my favorite parts of the song. :D

SO BUYING THIS FOR THE HOT GIRLS. sfdjklhskfghlsdf

I've been to akp for a while now... and seeing these pics... LMAO it makes me think of johnnydorama. -_- He'll like these so much.

DO NOT WANT

Remember the guy who invited me to be 'his girlfriend' on Multiply? :|
Goodie, he sent another invitation! 8D [/wrist]

Invitation from AJ sarmiento
AJ sarmiento has invited you to be his life partner.


D: LOLWUT.

xD I hope he's just trying to piss me off because I'm lazy and have not answered the previous invitation. :'D I actually was considering accepting the first one because hey, I can be his... female friend, lmao. But this one... aha, I already pressed 'decline'. 8D Life partner is... taking it too far. :'D

If he's serious... I'll have to run away from him or sth. D:

Junsu: I hope that you achieve the things you want this 2009.
Yunho: Everyone! Have a prosperous new year; it would be great if you'd experience lots of fun days this year.
Jaejoong: Please have a prosperous new year and be happy!
Changmin: 2009, let's run! (Like... let's... go. idk why it just makes sense in Korean. xD)
Yoochun: Everyone let's work hard this year! xgjhlsdkhlsdfgjlds I hope your year is filled only with smiles. (lulz cries. I think that is what he wrote. xD I SWEAR I CAN'T UNDERSTAND HIS HANDWRITING) Always keep the faith! (That is... 'faith' right. -_-)

I want to smack Jaejoong and Yoochun at times for having such fancy ways of writing. -_- They had that phase when their handwriting had been really similar, especially their 'ㅇ'. -_- It looked like tomatoes. :|

The watermark is pretty... extensive, huh. :| Even the Superjunior one for ELF is like this, albeit in blue, of course. :'D

Heaven's Postman's Review Eul Magazine January 2009 Issue

So the story is about a lagend of a red mailbox that can send a letter for one's love and lots of people who can't forget their important person sent a letter full of love. Saki (Han Hyo Joo), is one of them. She sent a letter full of hatred to her death lover trough the mailbox and thats where she met Yuu (Jaejoong). But the truth is, only Saki can see Yuu,because Yuu is a soul that can't be seen. Yuu was in a coma since one accident that happened to him and God give him two weeks of extra life time as the heaven's postman, where he connected between the real world and the dead, between heaven and Earth.

So, in order to bring hope to the people who had lost their beloved person, Saki became Yuu's assistant. And started forgetting the pain of missing her beloved person, Saki also begin to like Yuu. What will the God's decision be? Will Yuu survive or dead? And where will the two lovers meet?

Yuu (Hero Jaejoong)

Yuu became rich because of the success of his clothing bussiness, so he have his own favorite way of enjoying life. But after involved in an accident, he became lifeless. While his body remained in the intensive care unit, his soul is out there working as the heaven's postman and meeting Saki.

Rough summary by : hilary922003 + Rei

I see. I see. :'D

I have a 하나♥재준! tag now. :'D Click it for all Heaven's Postman, Jaejoo info/pictures in this journal.



ETA: THE HEECHULxJUNGMO PICTURE IS STILL BEING XPOSTED AROUND MY FLIST AND A FREAKING LOVE IT. :'''D